Tidiness

That's it. The theme, which is so easy, that it's hard. I mean, at first glance, you can come up with an idea within about 5 seconds. But on the second time, you realise so many are already out in the market, thus your originality and complexity are gonna rocket - Downwards.

Already stress is mounting quickly, by the sheer weight of O levels alone. Knowing that it will decide everyone's future, it's digging deep into our bones, refusing to come out till a year later. I now envy those who have just finished their Os, as they have the capability to celebrate and enjoy life everyday now, while their successors wallow in agony.

I'm beginning to doubt if there is any chance at all that my dream path would be realised. It is extremely difficult, and I'm not sure there is time to fully master my subjects. I have never thought up of an actual backup plan, where worst case scenario is enacted. I try not to think about it, for I have no idea what I will do next if that actually happens. Rather, I don't wish to know, for comforting thoughts are no longer appearing as much as they have last time.

So, decorated the class early for Chinese New Year. I think we did a pretty darn good job at it. After we ripped down old decorations, I suddenly spot something in the corner of the room, on closer inspection, i found, This:

Seriously creepy subliminal message. It was the only piece of paper i found that was not ripped off. I left it there as a possible momentum. Or to scare the next fella who sees it. (:

It's about 7.45 pm now. Gotta get back to studying.

I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.